Missing.

I can't sleep. I can't swallow. I can't think. I can't cry.

I can't go back.


My body is several thousand miles from where my heart is, and there's nothing I can do about it.

Every time I am there I know what I want for my life. That's saying something for a girl who notoriously can't settle.

I have renewed determination to love, to learn; to learn to love. The depths of me are tied to those eyes and smiles. I will be there again, I am so sure of it.